Fifteen Years

You haven’t tried.To know me.Only try to control me.You think it’s my job to cater to you? I was seven,Or around that age,When you two finally separated.I was relieved. You never deserved her.And she may not be thereAs much as I need her,But even then you haven’t earned her love.So why would ...
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Time Is Out of Joint

Simultaneity in the epoch of the near and far

For those who are either unemployed or overworked, those whose habits and routines have fallen apart, those experiencing psychological or bodily distress, the days may seem to drag on endlessly. For others -- perhaps those who find themselves on the pandemic’s frontlines or those who have discovered a sense of ...
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Time Is Out of Joint

Fear of Death Amid a Pandemic

Divergent psychoanalytic approaches

Throughout the modern period, philosophers and psychologists have debated whether anxiety and fear are fundamental human feelings. For those treating patients using psychoanalytic methods, I have long pondered two divergent psychoanalytic approaches to two specific kinds of fear: (1) the fear of annihilation and (2) the fear of loss of ...
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Fear of Death Amid a Pandemic

Trauma, Transitioning, and “Puberty Book-Ended by Free Fall”

In a new cycle of poems, poet Isa Guzman explores their personal experience of gender-confirmation

1. I think with observable sunsets my mother’s bodily purging calm hums abstracted pigeons awake along a broken wall of context the way the hip doesn’t curve won’t ever the alienating anatomic bone structure of verbs growing winds and winding contours of hysteria anatomical witchcraft another day another extension of empty ...
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Trauma, Transitioning, and “Puberty Book-Ended by Free Fall”

I Started Transitioning This Past Summer. The Hardest Part Is the Unearthing of Past Traumas

On trans identity, poetry, and fighting for the dignity of one’s body

i. i say morning off-white ceiling insect corpse light dent fixture twenty-year-old piece of double-sided tape breath breaking mirror sun through gate’s red curtain I say to the ceiling: “I wish I wasn’t here anymore.” My body hadn’t been cooperating with me. I was constantly tired. A long-term relationship had ended. My graduate ...
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I Started Transitioning This Past Summer. The Hardest Part Is the Unearthing of Past Traumas

#MeToo and the Ontological Trauma of Consciousness Raising, Part 2

Cancel Culture: Failed Activism or Post-Traumatic Response?

#Canceled: Low-brow comedy that hinges on race-based impressions, racial slurs, and gross stereotypes. #Canceled: Anyone who has failed to meet today’s standards of wokeness or who fails to demonstrate sufficient contrition. #Canceled: Cultural appropriation (including your kid’s Halloween costume). #Canceled: Your neighbor -- for their bad parking job (such white male entitlement). Your kid’s ...
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#MeToo and the Ontological Trauma of Consciousness Raising, Part 2

#MeToo and the Ontological Trauma of Consciousness Raising, Part 1

Reflections and Conversations Across the Gender Divide

It was two years ago that actor Alyssa Milano, in response to the sexual abuse allegations against media mogul Harvey Weinstein, brought activist Tarana Burke’s #MeToo movement into the social media mainstream. And it was one year ago that Christine Blasey Ford, in the midst of Brett Kavanaugh’s Supreme Court Justice hearing, ...
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#MeToo and the Ontological Trauma of Consciousness Raising, Part 1

Trauma and Race

A Lacanian Study of African American Racial Identity

On November 23, 2012, a seventeen-year-old African American boy named Jordan Davis was shot and killed at a gas station in Jacksonville, Florida. During a verbal exchange with Davis over loud music being played by Davis and three friends, the shooter, a forty-seven-year-old white male named Michael Dunn, pulled out ...
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Trauma and Race

The Reign of One’s Own Desire

An interview with Sheldon George on his book Trauma and Race: A Lacanian Study of African American Racial Identity

Daniel Gaztambide (DG): Would you mind unpacking some of the Lacanian concepts you draw on to understand racism and Black identity, such as jouissance and object a, for a general audience? Sheldon George (SG): Jouissance is often translated from the French as pleasure or enjoyment, but it is most properly an excessive pleasure, a destructive ...
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The Reign of One’s Own Desire